random!

suddenly feel like blogging.
many things to say but not on fb, too public.
love's asleep too. haha so i shall type it here.

well, firstly, had a really good catch up with squadmates just now.
i really appreciate these times we spent together, just chatting and laughing.
and when you know all laughters are so real. when everyone's comfortable at that small table.
its just really awesome feeling :D

secondly, was on the radio. heard a song and reminded me about someone who's really special to me thou we dont talk often now. haha. yes its sad that we are this way we are now, but i guess everyth happens for a reason,i am really glad too, that we once had really great times! yeap. been long since i talked abt her, my best friend. haha. i miss those good old days, always do. but of course i no longer wish for them, just hope the best for you. that you have someone always there for you, that you're not alone, that your life is happy, that you are healthy. every year on that particular date, i always have the urge to tell you 'hey, im still here, i never left.' haha. but i guess its kinda irritating to say it every year. its kinda weird how some people really make an impact in your life, maybe its me being stubborn not wanting to let go, haha but i dont know you're just different from others. you are special, always. :) so just wanted to say i miss you, zjy.

and now that sch's starting in a week's time, I'M PRETTY EXCITED. haha! :D life's been pretty great to me, gave me great friends that i can fall on, great family that never leaves me alone, and a great boyf/best friend/love who is always there for me. what more can i ask for. im really happy, i hope all my friends out there are happy too.

haha okay time for bed. good night world!