friday!

''wake me up when sept ends''

this video never fails to crack me up. (: its really nice to see the pair singing and enjoying themselves. the little girl is really cute!

''as my memory rests. but never forget what I've lost.''

through these years, i've learnt to move on, to treasure who i have right now. im 'never better' (: i guess past are there for a reason. there's definitely no point looking back in time, hoping things would get better when knowing they will never. i have lost the belief to find back the lost times, or the person i've lost or whom have lost me. i wouldn't be the one to look you or you up anymore. this is my enlightenment.


"rolling in the deep"

Throw your soul through every open door
Count your blessings to find what you look for
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold
You pay me back in kind and reap just what you sow.

i always believe i can never be too nice to someone. i guess when i have the ability to care, i would. to care to love, it's a kind of ability that everyone has but sadly a choice to us most of the time. everyone needs a little attention, a little love. if you can give, why not? (:

on a side note, made a decision not to play the games today. quite a struggle personally. never asked for a rest before in this rugby journey of mine. but i knew i wanted rest. its been too taxing on my body. i wanna stay in the game, so i wanna take care of myself. haha. it was dumb to have to explain myself a few times cause everyone asked why i didnt play. really didnt want them to think that i am not playing cause im not selected. but i guess i managed to understand that my struggle was more like a concern of whether ppl will think im trying to slack. but im glad eventually i knew deep inside, i needed a rest and i just need to understand what i wanted and what was impt for myself. what others think isnt that important afterall. im glad i made this decision today, standing at the sideline, i could see the game better. understand what my coaches were trying to make me understand and see in a game. sunigs is in a week's time. i am excited. very excited. to play this game of ours with the team i've come so far with. (: