selection for the national team is out. and im out too. haha.
personally i feel that im not as distinctive enough to stand out of the rest.but thou im not there yet, but i know i will get there one day. and its not the end yet. 2 more tournaments coming up, i'd definitely still give it a try, continue to learn and improve.

i guess this is a blessing in disguise for me too. at least i can set my mind focus on sunigs now, set my priorities right too. my last year last chance. and my body can get a rest. these days have been taxing. to be frank, im glad i can go to bed and really rest up tonight. (: tmr's a new start, things are a tiny little different, i can be more relaxed and enjoy more of the game i love.